Some kinds of thoughts making me sick. My period is on and i cannot find my shelter in prayers. Nobody to talk with. That's why talking to myself here. Few minutes earlier i applied for job as cabin crew. Crazy. But now only this idea keeps me cheer. When i imagine how i go for interview, secretly, anyone knows. Then i pass interview successfully and fly away in unknown direction. And leave my past, feelings, thoughts, insincere "friends". No heavy loads in mind. Ameen.
